In My Life

By Wendy Myers

 

Josiah opened his fridge and pulled out a beer.  Twisting off the cap, he took a long swig.

 

Today’s bust had been harsh.  Misinformation had nearly gotten Ezra and JD killed.  An innocent girl had gotten killed when a young punk shot her point blank in his haste to flee the scene.  Buck had gone home with his arm in a sling – a result of a bullet taken in the bust.  Chris was madder than hell about the deliberate misdirection.  It had just been too close this time.

 

Josiah sat down and turned on the TV, flipping aimlessly through the channels before turning it off and heading to his stereo.  Maybe some soothing music could soothe his nerves.

 

//There are places I’ll remember

All my life though some have changed

Some forever not for better

Some have gone and some remain

All these places have their moments

With lovers and friends I still can recall

Some are dead and some are living

In my life I’ve loved them all//

 

He took another draw on his beer.  He’d lost friends before, in ‘Nam.  Good friends.  He’d seen a lot with and without his father.

 

//But of all these friends and lovers

There is no one compares with you

And these memories lose their meaning

When I think of love as something new

Though I know I’ll never lose affection

For people and things that went before

I know I’ll often stop and think about them

In my life I love you more//

 

He though of the good times spent with Team Seven.  The relaxed, familial atmosphere when they were in the office or off-duty.  The memories brought a smile to his face.

 

//Though I know I’ll never lose affection

For people and things that went before

I know I’ll often stop and think about them

In my life I love you more

In my life I love you more//

 

Josiah finished his beer and threw away the bottle.  Of all the pains and sorrows caused by his job, he knew he’d never relinquish it for the world.  He had friends here…family.  They were safe and alive.

 

Turning off the stereo, he trudged off to bed.

 

The end.